2004-09-02 - 8:54 p.m.

This morning I was having a dream that I was in love and blissfully happy.

And then my alarm went off, and the realization that I was dreaming was crushingly disappointing, just like it was the time I dreamt soon after Grampa died that he hadn't, and I woke up to the reality that he had. God, it was awful. I was so sad when I woke up, it was all I could do to go through my morning routine.

I was so tired, too, that work was very difficult all day. I perked up a little when I got home and excercised, but that second wind has long since faded and I Could Fall Asleep Right This Instant.